Wow! here it is 7-8 years on Methadone and now almost 2 weeks switching to Suboxone.
I cannot yet say much more than I have far less get up and go, went through serious withdrawals the 1st 2 days on it. Apparently that was caused by the methadone and the Suboxone combating one another.
I was supposed to NOT take my Methadone for at least 2 days to allow myself to be in full withdrawal before starting the Suboxone in order for the proper effect.
I was on 65mls of Methadone prior to the switch over and my Doctor had ONLY gave me 4 doses of 4mg that were to last 4 days. "NOT", I was back at the clinic within 3 days and was re-prescribed 3 doses of 8mg per day.
I really want to STOP this life long pill popping and drug taking just to feel normal, BUT- for now I will accept the Suboxone as my 1st step in cleaning my body of the years of Methadone use, and if I can add 1 PLUS I have encountered, that is SEX. Yup, what I had thought was good, suddenly was way better :).
I hope to start a more regular posting on my life in the world of Methadone and Choices, and now Suboxone. The cost of choosing to use drugs and becoming an addict is NOT worth any joy or escape that you may think is only going to be temporary.
CHOOSE TO STAY DRUG FREE AT ALL COSTS, IF POSSIBLE; and if you do get caught up in the life somehow or another- PLEASE choose a good recovery group and plan prior to the ease of getting CHAINED to Methadone. REALLY.
GOD cleaned me up once and when I chose to return 6 years latter- it was 7 x worse.
Your Friend Bill- In Recovery
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My 1st blog since the dinasours, lol. Well ti keep it lite-I will say a simple WOW, as I am the New Mayor of he INTERNET.
If you haven't Voted yet- go to JohnsonInstitute.ca and help me with my mayorship your help will be the VERY encouragement needed to get some real and Honest Leadership that is by far way over stated and just given to the man/men/or women with the mostest of green. NOT always 100% true, but for the most part please remember Billy Johnson as Your Man on the World Wide Web who will stand up and talk straight to your hearts, NOT my only clue to be fantasy.
My History is far from that of some stupidly inoccence of NEVER being behind something but rather I have gotten myself in the DAD CENTRE of most crap.
VOTE Your Painter / Bill Johsnon Your Man who is unafraid of the lies and the sin of what has brough most of us this far- from now on, lets used our colective intell9igence to BE THE Rulers of the high and mighty Internet.
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